Money or Travel

Money while traveling? I've always thought about joining the Air Force, my grandpa is a retired vet and loves the idea that I even put it on the table. I wonder if I'm strong enough, but then I think about how you could compare basic training to gym class (except yes, I know the differences are quite extreme) but how hard could it be to follow directions for 8 weeks? Plus the whole paying for school and medical benefits is so appealing and for what, having a job for the next four years? I'm giving it another three years. If I haven't graduated for whatever crazy reason, or if I haven't fallen head over heals and decided to get married (for whatever crazy reason!) then I'll join. Hopefully things will be a bit straighter come that time, but who knows.

I do have much bigger thoughts, but I just woke up and thought I'd graze the subject.

Some days, the sun is just too bright.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLJf9qJHR3E

I went to Pandora yesterday, on the quest for interesting and meaningful songs. Typed in Mumford & Sons on the create a station. I now have a full list of amazing bands I've never heard of that I'm currently downloading to make mixed CDS.

Lately music has been my great escape, along with writing and reading. I've come to terms with the fact at this point in my life I need to get in touch with the inner Hannah, see how she's been doing lately. Haha.

I also thought that falling back in love would be a bit more romantic and easier than the last few days; but people aren't perfect, so I guess I shouldn't expect this to be any different.
To continue or to move on?

I'm waiting on my new "professional" paint set to arrive tomorrow, very excited for this. I'm not a drawer but I do love colors and throwing them down on a piece of paper to see what comes out of it. I think besides my cleaning habit, painting will be a new meditation.

Haven't seen my shadow lately either, but the sun has been to bright.